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Sunday, 07 February 2010

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    Cw: 11st 2 (156lb)
    I couldn't believe my eyes this morning when that appeared on the scale.
    I kept stepping on and off to double and triple check.
    I didn't really believe it at first seeing as my scales have been playing up but I deffinately do now.
    So pleased.
    Thats the lowest weight I'v been in so long.
    Just proves sensible healthy eating is one of the better ways.
    And that by my birthday nigh out on wednesday I could be 11stone or less.
    Eeeek I'm just so excited and motivated.
    I'm going to be the hottest geek around he hee.
    I went out last nigh to a blink-182 tribute.
    It was prett good fun buuuuuuuut he was there and now I'm mega confused.
    Do I like. Do I think I like him. Do I like him because I'm lonely. Or do I not like him at all.
    My friend noticed something. Saying we were getting on really well but I just see it as friendly banter.
    We're supposed to be hanging out after lectures tomorrow but I'm not getting my hopes up too much.
    Way to confuse myself more tho.
    I'm going to be 21 in 5days. Eeek :)
    My love of the simple things will always shine through though.
    I refuse to grow up into a sensible adult.
    Good luck girls.
    Bye xx

Tuesday, 02 February 2010

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    "Do you remember, Or should I rewind, To that summer when you caught my eye.
    I played it cool, The weather was hot, You had the beauty and the beach on lock.
    With your flip flops, half shirt, short shorts, mini skirt,
    Walkin' on the beach, so pretty, You wasn't lookin' for a man,
    When you saw me in the sand, But you fell for the boy from the city."


    Please just let it be spring/summer already.
    And for me to lose this extra weight, easily.
    I''m a winter baby through and through but this season just seems to be dragging on.
    So far today I've eaten pretty sensibly yet I still feel like a whale.
    Oh and I really think certain people I know need to find some manners and mind what they say.
    Don't keeo on at me, you don;t know my past and you don;t know whats going on in my life right now.
    I'm a relitively private person and tend not to broadcast my feelings.
    Life sure is one big bitch at times.
    I'm in need of a good, fun night out.
    Good luck.
    Bye xx

    Outake:
    Walking.
    Cleaning.

Sunday, 31 January 2010

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    "I wanna be your Hollywood, I could be your movie star.
    You misunderstood who you really think you are.
    I wanna be your dollar bills, I could be your shopping mall.
    I'll be your diet pills, I won't stand to watch you fall."

    So I tripped and fell over yesterday.
    lets just say I've made quite a mess of my hands.
    I pretty much freaked cause it grazed the skin off and I have a recent scar on my left hand.
    Luckily my mum was here and she sorted it all out.
    Thank goodness for mums and their caring loving nature :)
    So I was reading a 
    blog and it has a list of celebrities heights and weights.
    This just helps me put things onto perspective and how good I'll look after losing those extra pounds.

    I'm currently 11st 5 (159lb) at 5' 8"
    These celebs are the same height as me give or take one inch.
    Jessica Alba, 5'7", 118 lbs
    Pam Anderson, 5'7", 105 lbs
    Kate Moss, 5'7", 105 lbs
    Cate Blanchett, 5'8", 120 lbs.
    Catherine Zeta Jones, 5'8", 130 lbs.
    Kate Beckinsdale, 5'8", 115 lbs
    Sandra Bullock, 5'8", 110 lbs
    Blake Lively, 5'9", 123 lbs
    Cameron Diaz, 5'9", 120 lbs
    Gwyneth Paltrow, 5'9", 112 lbs
    Katie Holmes, 5'9", 118 lbs
    Paris Hilton, 5'9", 110 lbs
    Mariah Carey, 5'9", 140 lbs
    and because I think she is gorgeous Taylor Swift, 5'10", 120 lbs

    After seeing these ladies I know I can do this.
    Good luck girls.
    Bye xx

Sunday, 24 January 2010

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    Anyone else feel like 2010 is just turning in yet another year
    Where you can’t wait for it to be over?
    I've completely lost all enthusiam.
    I feel so verydepressed.
    And I'm constantly arguing with my family and friends.
    Sometimes I wonder what I've done to deserve such shit in my life.
    Then one day it changes for the better.
    But that day has yet to come.
    I think I'm stuck in the tunnel, waiting, but the light's not there just yet to guide me out.
    Please light, hurry up.
    Bye xx

Thursday, 21 January 2010

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    I've gone and caught a cold.
    My nose is constantly running, my throats sore and I've got an irritating cough.
    Oh and for some reason I keep having massive sneezing fits.
    I'm drinking hot drinks and taking paracetamol as if they were going out of fashion.
    Right now I've got hot green tea.
    Makes my feel better and tastes yummy :)
    I think my weights stuck in a plateau.
    I'm not gaining and I'm not losing weight either.
    Strange really cause I've been eating normally and working loads so I've had plenty of exercise.
    Maybe it's because of this cold. I'm hoping so.
    I think I'll check the shops for diet pills or some sort of help later.
    Jeez I ffel so ill.
    Think it's time for some more paracetamol and a hot drink.
    Appetite comes and goes though which i guess is the only bonus.
    Good luck girls.
    Bye xx

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